Eternal

Looking at you

Looking at you

What i first saw

Was your eyes

But that in itself

Wasnt true...

Coz that was

Only what was

Apparent

And what was 

Seen really was

Your soul

Shining

And transparent 

As the pure crystal 

It was lovely

To see you love

Lovable to find

The way you loved

To be loved

Loving were 

Your ways...

To make me

Love you

Lost had i

My direction

In the roaring sea

When something

Dragged my self

Back to me

My dear Father

It was you

I wonder 

What i would've been

Without you

Life-less,soul-less,meaning-less

Like a guitar

Sans chord

In your absence

When i long to have

You before me

I ask myself

Don't i already have 

You

A constant flame

Burning tirelessly

To show me way

My soul surely longs

For the days 

Gone by

But still...

It doesn't miss you

The few moments

Of enlightenment

Were as long as

A lifetime...

I didn't understand

Forever

Unless i was forced

To search for it

At the end

to find that

It was eternally

Present